Battling with the spirit of perversion comes in many different forms. For me, this form was my sexuality. Having a choice when it came to understand what is right and wrong for the body of Christ. It’s up to you after finding out what is right in the eye of God, to then put the right action into practice.
The integrity of the upright shall guide them: but the perverseness of transgressors shall destroy them.
Being someone in leadership and in the publics eye, I have a responsibility to uphold my beliefs in the view of others. Having said that. I had to evaluate my actions and ask myself, am I representing God in all that I do. My answer was no.
Having the quality of being honest and having strong moral principles; moral uprightness. Is what people see when they look at you. When your behavior is strictly honorable or honest, you become a person who advises or shows the way to others.
When your action are turned away from what is right or good, contrary to the evidence or the direction of God and his law. When your actions violates his rule and oversteps his boundary. You are being a hindrance due to actually breaking the law that God has set forth, thus putting an end to the existence of someone who is seeking God by damaging and attacking their spiritual walk.
This book takes you through my process. From being molested, too living without my father and the absence of love, being sexual active and exploring sex with Women and Men, staring in adult videos while hanging with the wrong crowed. To finally realizing that my actions will not only cause me not to see God, but to hinder other from seeing God as well.